Sometimes I am filled with the irrational fear that by leaving on a mission, I am giving up all of my friends forever. And that I will never be a part of a fun group ever again.
I am often--usually--much more afraid of coming home from a mission than I am of going on one. It sounds waaaaaaay harder.
I just need to remember to take things one day at a time, and that God won't punish me for serving him. I'll handle it when I get there. No good worrying about it today.
There. I got it out. Now I can stop worrying.
I'm sure me, Devin, and a possible baby won't be a "fun group" to be a part of, but we'll totally let you hang out with us whenever you want :)
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